im so pissed
i feel like crying. Ive never really been this upset before. I am shaking and i cant think straight and i just want to cry. I dont know what else to do. My boyfriend isnt here my sisters arent here my parents arent here like i dont know what to do. But if i cry alone i will feel like a loser and then be more mad at myself.
Today was shit shit. Just complete shit. I dont want to be here anymore.